We just had a little earthquake. I hate that.
Well the weekend started out with meetings, then the discovery that something I have taken on will involve a whole lot more work than I had ever imagined. So I chant the mantra:
'Be present, be in the moment, don't judge'
Actually it should be quite a good string to the bow. But still I feel desperately stifled by work at the moment. Like my brain has been turned inside out and I have been sucked in to this wild Tokyo work ethic. I long for Europe. April and I talked about it. I long for it. On the other hand I love Tokyo and should really be more positive about it. Hopefully this year will bring a whole host of changes and renewal. Starting with my being positive, brave and confident and getting out and doing the things I love a bit more.

So as I was walking toward the house at about 9 o'clock I saw Kei coming in the other direction and we decided to eat out and started walking in a different direction to usual in search of a French restaurant. It was cold. I had it in my mind that there was one just about a 15 minutes walk away. When we got there, it was a 'singing and chatting' place. And it looked weird so we carried on walking. To Kagurazka. It was cold. We went to another French restaurant that we know and it had just closed, we walked again for about 10 minutes and hit Kagurazaka. I really recommend a mooch around Kagurazaka, an old pleasure district, it has loads of little alleys and paths to explore and lots and lots of little drinking places. Except all the French places close at about 10 with last orders at 9.30. We ended up in this weird weird weird little place run by 2 very old ladies. It looked alright from the outside and the decor inside wasn't bad either. But this two doddy little old ladies took 20 minutes to bring us a bottle of wine and we were debating getting a taxi to Jonathans. In the end we did eat there after Kei asked about how long it would be. Strange place.
Saturday I went to Hot Yoga again then met K for lunch then went to the Sugi's to play with a very excited Sasuke and see the new baby.



Sasuke was so excited to see K it was funny to watch, I mean he was beside himself and went pretty much wild playing with him. He's quite excitable since the newy arrived. So he was well pleased to see K. We drank red wine and ate pizza.




Today I went to Yoga again then spent the afternoon doing housework and making food. It seems there is never enough time to do everything and my days never contain as much as I'd like. At the weekend. In the week they contain way too much right now. So now I am feeling very relaxed yet am just one small step away from panic...